Your Friend Death
I met the Grim Reaper in a reading with a client recently. She was scared of Death and it showed in her energy field. I spoke to the reaper, menacing Scythe in hand. He laughed and said, this Scythe is a gift to you. When you see me coming this is what you use to cut away your ties and fears, this is what will free you from death. I am your friend, here to remind you that you have a choice. Die to fear, or live for Freedom.
This inspires me. Especially since I am a fan or Arch angel Michael and his golden sword. Many times have I used the Light and Grace of the Divine to release me and forgive me from my pains and traumas, but never had i thought to ask the Darkness for it's help.
We have been well trained into believing that the darkness and death are to be feared, that evil and bad things lurk there. Essentially, that we are not safe there. Maybe, consciously, you have evolved and now believe otherwise, but we have been indoctrinated with concepts, repeated and bred into our psyche for a very long time, and like childhood ghosts that lurk in the closet, maybe there are some hidden death concepts waiting to jump out of your Subconscious to reveal more truth on the matter.
If birth is the door 'in', and death is the door 'out' of this Life, let's just say, then why is it that soooo many people have it indelibly stamped that both these processes are the worst, most painful experiences ever? What ancient systems of belief, religious or cultural are we consistently tapping into as if it's the Truth, that admittance too and from this world are to be feared, and that Death is waiting to get us round ever corner? What is it making this life experience out to be? It's as if to say that there is no benevolence or kindness in our creation, just one long, painful drag, punishment or test.
From my experience of giving birth to my 2 boys, I can honestly tell you that it was the two most incredible experiences of my life. Their birth was BLISSFUL! I said "YES!" to giving birth. I opened, I trusted, I received the blessings and the hormones and the joy and the light and the peacefulness of it.
It was indeed miraculous.
Why should death be any different?
Did i experience pain? No.
Because I chose to not reference what i was experiencing as Pain. I had sensations that i said yes to. Having a baby deliver meant I had to receive that as part of the package, so I did. It did not hurt. I was loving it!
Saying yes to Death, or the passing of one state of being into the next, a transition, could be just as ecstatic, peaceful, and beautiful. Perhaps if you dared to look Death in the face, you would see him twinkling back at you with a smile, not a grimace. Maybe he's handing you the very thing you need to liberate your mind.
There is a Kindness in this Universe, an Almightily Benevolence, that gives us the choice.
If birth and death became the reference points for the Life journey that happens in the middle, then maybe we need to shift our perception a little.
What if Birth and Death are the hands of our Divine Parents reaching out to hold us, and walk with us through this life, in one perpetual, unending stream of Love? What if both the Light and the Dark are our very Makers, and aspects of ourselves that we can never run away from or cut away from, but yet to embrace, love and say Yes to; to Be everything that we are created in each moment to be?
Whether it's the Light or the Dark, Birth or Death aspect of Life that hand you a gift to set yourself free from concepts that enslave you, take it.
It's all God.
I decided to make a transcript of a private session i did with a client in June. These kinds of channelings are normal for me when i’m doing a session with someone. I get similar messages to this often, although it’s always unique and specific to each individual and what they can relate to. I felt this would be useful for others to read, since it’s a 'human condition' shift that we are all initiating through. Often the grammar is wrong and it keeps changing from 'we' to ‘you’, and that’s because we are ALL. There is no separation and ’they’ speak to me, as me, and are me!! I hear angels and God and in this transcript I call that ‘Me’. Sometimes I ask questions of ‘Me’ and that’s where it says ’Tara’.... you’ll get it...
Tara: “ I dedicate this space to you (my client), for whatever you need for the highest good of you today, and for all beings everywhere, we’re all infinitely connected, we’re all one...
Tara: “For you it’s a decision from your personal power, the solar plexus.”
Me: “Welcome to the next place, if you want to. “
Tara: “What wants and needs to happen for you?
Feel into the response coming from your own body, breathe into it, like your walking through a door, you’re excepting, your opening, and ask yourself what needs to happen now, what wants to happen for you? It’s a choice, it’s a privilege.”
Me; “There’s no more work to do, if you wanted it to be that way.
There’s a reality shift, an environmental reality shift, you can keep outputting, into helping, and keep imparting your skills to other people.
Or, and, also, there’s you being completely enveloped, going into a new embryo, being enveloped , enwrapped, cocooned for your gestation in the next level of humanity, a new human, like the butterfly,
You can’t do both.”
Client: “Why not?”
Me: “Because there’s a lack of commitment in that.
You will experience a degree of impatience and confusion and disillusionment with both places if you try to stand the middle being both.
See how it feels,
Client: “Part of me’s afraid of losing who I am.”
Me: “Who are you that you’re afraid of losing?
Bring your hands to yourself and breathe into the part of you that feels afraid.”
Client: “It’s my security blanket!”
Me: “It’s that sense of individual power, and of powerlessness. What power will you have, what meaning will you have as an individual if your not running this program and being the you that you’ve trained yourself to be.”
Tara: “Feel and breathe.”
Client: “The other part of the fear is, because I can’t do both, does that mean I leave this body now, and I can’t stay here and I can’t do the work I’ve been doing?”
Me: “It doesn’t mean you leave this body. It means the body undergoes changes that you’ve been pre-prepared for. From the angels and energy of absolute love, it’s really beautiful.
You have been pre-loved, you have been pre-conceived, you have been pre-prepared, you come packaged ready, all of your cells are on the edge of readiness. Like your DNA is prepped, to birth, as if you’ve always known yourself to be a bud, and now the bud has to bloom. What you’ll lose is your sense of self identity as you’ve related to it, as we perceive the world, and all the meaning and attachment that we have to the world, and how we ordered it up here ( head) to gain a sense of power, place, and understanding, All of that can be collapsed in a an instant.
That whole paradigm can be collapsed in an instant, like when you tap in EFT, you know that, you can collapse the program. The creator is saying that this paradigm that we have ordered, and think we belong to and have an sense of identity in, can be collapsed at any moment, and there’s a plan to collapse it!
We as souls knew that plan and this was the ultimate promise to us. That we would come, that we would endure that we would strive, that we would impart something, that we would weave this new paradigm, DNA, Energy into this existing paradigm where people had forgotten, where unconsciousness was pertaining. We came to weave that in. It’s like when you sew a stitch in and you pull the thread and then you take the next stitch. It’s like this. To literally pull that thread through, that we brought in, through that reality, sew it up and then we go on to the next reality. This is not our stopping station. People have got stuck here, thinking that it is and there’s nothing beyond it, like we’re stuck in a big glass bowl and we can’t get out, and we have to keep recreating the same situations, the same problems, the same words, the same beliefs, the same archetypes, that’s why they’re called archetypes! Because we’re doing the same thing again and again and again, and God says “there’s a way out! Don’t you remember!?” This wasn’t the be all and end all plan, don’t you remember!? That’s what you’re here for. You Are my Love, my love has no end. Keep running with me, don’t get stuck here, separating yourself and forgetting who you are, forgetting that you are me.”
And in that remembering, is there something in there for you? You’re encoded with your own personal message. From god. You’re own personal love note is written inside of you. And you’re being asked now, and I’m here as a catalyst for you, as a friend, to remind you that you’re being asked to go read your love letter, your inner love letter. Read the signs, read what you already know, that’s placed inside of you, and then there is no choice. There just IS. That transcendence, that movement, that pure bliss, tangible bliss.
The foetus must stop struggling in the water, like the little baby in the womb kicking the feet! Stop struggling. It’s time to choose, but the time will come anyway. You can do it now, or you can do it in death. You’re job is done, you came to do here what you said that you would do, you have accomplished your greatest achievement, and any frustrations that you have, of feeling like you’re not having enough, or doing enough, is you not recognising, as you’re still focusing out there, and you not recognising and turning in, what you know in your heart you have already achieved.”
Client: “It feels like I’m being invited home”
Me: “You are. You’ve never actually left home. You’ve always been completely held. Even though you’ve always felt that you were living in a fish bowl and you were the only one there because you couldn’t see out of the fish bowl, everyone’s been looking in. You have never, ever, ever been alone. You have never been alone. And that love and grace, that home that you remember was always surrounding you. Even if you thought you had no home and you were lost. In that fish bow life.
Keep allowing your breath. Your breath is going to keep you in the moment. That’s the truth.
Speak to your own soul.
What does the highest truth of you have to say, if you could really accept that?
Is there death in there? Is there something to be afraid of? Do you feel like you’ll die if you make that choice? Can you feel what will happen to your body?”
Client: “I’ll finally relax and feel safe”
Me: “Your body is not your own anyway. You have to give it back sooner or later, but let us remodel it for you. Let us give you the upgrade. That energy that you want, that energy that you require, that you’re missing, feels like its slipping away from you, feels like it’s slipping through your fingers like sand, that youth, that invigorated, excited feeling of being alive, that wants to be re-instated beyond age. Age is old-paradigm (I’m going to keep using that word because it’s the word that best fits) and it’s not the truth of you.
You are an infinite being and an infinite creator of reality, and any time you so choose, you can be remodelled and updated and enjoy that effervescent life force and create anew.”
Tara: “I wonder how, myself???”
Me: “You don’t have to worry about that part. It’s already pre-programmed, it’s pre-done. We’ve already created the program. You couldn’t even begin to image how, with the consciousness that you currently have, it would burst the fuses, you would never conceive of it. But that’s what knowing is for, because knowing is beyond conceiving and believing. Knowing is infinite. So feel your knowing.
See if you could walk through the eye of the needle of your knowing. It’s not even something your being asked to do now.
We understand that there is preparation to be had, that there are things, almost like saying goodbye. Even though you’ve had a really traumatic time, even though it’s been a struggle and it’s been hard, that part of you that feels somehow comforted by the whole thing, like you’re comfort blanket that you’d be unwilling to give up because it feels like you’d have to give it up in blind faith. Even though you know you want it, and you love it, and you pre-planned it, and you know it’s all true, there’s something about humanity that feels like, ‘Awwww, blesss, I know you’re a problem but I don’t want to leave you! I know you’re not perfect, I know it’s not easy’, part of me wants to do that and another art of me says ‘oh hold on, one more cuddle, one more year, one more something, one more experience of icecream, one more experience of whatever it’s going to be’.
The angels are saying, we understand that. But don’t get lost, don’t forget and keep going round that cycle again and again like that hamster.
You must make a choice because that paradigm will collapse. And we need all souls on board. But that’s not with pressure, that’s with absolute love, there’s no threat, there’s no pressure in that, just absolute love. And you’re being reminded as a mother would remind a child. And come home. “
Client: “What’s coming up is it feels like I need to take the child with me. She’s stuck here in this bit that I’m hanging on to”
Me: “Through the eye of a needle. Passing into the mind of the infinite knowing is like passing through the eye of a needle.
What do you think that you an take with you? What do you think that is yours, that is real, that could pass through that portal, that gateway, that you think would be needed, that you think is relevant?
Check in, and ask, “Really?” “what is it that I think is so real that I couldn’t live with out? That I think I have to bring with me?”
Client: “My story, ha ha ha! “
Me: Are you afraid that your story will be lost in the sands of time, buried and forgotten in history, that it’ll turn into dust and be nothing?”
Client: “I was so identified with the story, I thought that’s who I am”
Me: “And we like to believe that that’s who we are, we’ve spent a whole life time building that. It’s like building a huge big tower your whole life, your so proud of it, you admire it, yes it’s not perfect and you’re going to fault it and you’re going to keep wanting to redesign that faulty bit again and again and again and again, and you become obsessed with it. And what we’re saying is, “PUT THE BLOCK DOWN! AND WALK AWAY!”
Client: “Ha ha ha!”
Me: “And walk through another door, it’s become obsessive. The mind has become obsessive, that’s the nature of it. It’s like a capsule that you go in, It’s a simulator. It’s a test experience. It’s a simulated reality. We’ve been watching, taking notes, and we’ve created something outside of that contained environment. We said it like a fish bow a moment ago and now we’re saying it like a simulator. It’s a quarantined, controlled environment, this mind reality that we believe we’ve been living in. It exists only in our minds. All of this exists only in our minds, like a projection, like a simulated virtual reality machine. Now step out of the machine!
We’re going to shut this one down, this is so old school! We have the most incredible, updated, it’s not even a ‘new’ technology, it’s put that into practice. We’ve used this a s a test environment to create actual reality. Actual reality! You’ve forgotten what actual reality is! But you don’t really because you remember, it’s in your cells it’s in your dna, it’s in your knowledge banks. It’s opening to what you know and stepping into that reality which you cannot conceive with your mind because it’s infinite. It’s exponential. It’s like a fractal. Every movement you make, every ripple of our arm moves the stuff of reality. Something else. We’re completely interactive with the stuff of the universe. And we think this is interactive, when you pick up a cup, or touch something. It’s leaps and bounds ahead of that!
Tara:, I still can’t conceive it and I won’t believe it til I can conceive it!
Me: “It’s not possible, you have to step out of the simulator and go outside, it’s that difference, like being in a simulation looking at the TV screen thinking you’re in that reality, and then going outside and going OMG! Where’s the edge? There’s no edge!
Client: “Ha ha ha! Whoa!”
Me: “So you must be prepared, there’s this cocoon, time. There will be no disharmony, there will be no disruption. Disruption and disharmony is not in the program. It’s not in reality; it’s something, it’s part of your simulation experience. Pain and suffering is part of that simulation experience, to eradicate the bugs so that it isn’t in this new world.
And all of history won’t be lost, like the sands of time, it’s written, meticulously, each and every story is a meticulous part of the construction of the whole story. And we/you couldn’t even begin to understand that now. It’s like saying a thread in a tapestry is meaningless. Every single thread was needed to create that understanding, so that we could evolve, so that we could move on, so that we could also know that this isn’t who we are. That’s a vital part of that tapestry, and that’s the thread, the golden thread, that we’ve/you’ve woven into the tapestry.
And you must re-act, activate that golden thread because it transforms that tapestry into something of your wildest dreams. Your wildest dream and way beyond that. So would you be willing to take that risk?!”
Client: ”Ha hahhahahh”
Me: ”And follow”
Client: “Ha haha, well when you put it like that, I think I would!”
Me: “There’s so much compassion there. We understand. It’s like asking a child to move out of home and leave behind you toys and leave behind your favourite teddy bear. And even though the child’s not happy, there in that home, you’ve become so accustomed to it, you don’t know anything else. We understand, but just take our hand. If it feels nice and it feels right, and even though you’re scared, breathe, allow our grace to dissolve the fear. When you feel the touch of our hands, when you feel our breath on your skin, when you feel that absolute love of your own self, your own angelic energy…. Your own angel resides with us, your angel body, the one that you love and know of yourself, also lives with us
And she, your own angelic self, take the hand of your own angelic self, say ok I shall go from child to angelic child,
See how that feels…
This is something that you may spend the next year, doing and feeling, writing about, having your own questions, there’s no conspiracy against you. There’s no thing conspiring in a vicious way, it just like a flower opening, petal by petal, like that bud,. Feel the warmth of the sun like your breath, like the truth, like that angelic, knowing you.
And feel that and feel that and feel that, like sunbathing!
Let that open you. You won’t even realise what’s happening.
It’ll be like on Avatar when the guy gets into the capsule and falls asleep for 6 years and then he arrives on Pandora, and while he’s a sleep, does he know he’s asleep for 6 years?
No, he’s dreaming.
You won’t even know you’ve just travelled a huge distance, metaphorically, because you’ll be in that nice state. The beyond you’re wildest dreams state. That’s where we want you to be,
We’ve told you this and we promised this and that ‘beyond your wildest dreams’ state is your next ‘Becoming’
So bathe in that. Bathe in that as often as you like as often as you choose, Take deep rest in Your knowing. Get familiar with your knowing. Get as familiar with your knowing as you’ve become with your traumatised child! With the one that struggles, with the one you’ve got great empathy and compassion for and don’t want to leave behind. Bring her to the gateway of that truth, to sunbathing in your remembering, your knowing. It will be instantaneous, you won’t even know when you left one room (reality) and went into the next one. A state of transition, of non-dieing, of leaving the husk.
It’s like having a light bulb, and we think we’re the light bulb, and then the light bulb gets switched on. We become something else.
There’s no ‘leaving’ only what you think and conceive in your mind as being you. That’s it.
The angels are very pleased that you’ve heard that you’ve listened, that we met. They want to thank you, because you don’t see that ripple that goes out. When you touch one person and that goes out, it multiplies. You don’t see the enormity of your light that you beam into this being, that you communicate, reach out to others and touch, even with your fingers, that love and knowing and trust inside of you. You’re constantly transmitting that energy to others. Through your awareness and through your touch. Even though part of you doesn’t realise that because you think you’re doing something else, that’s what you are in fact doing.
And therefore you hadn’t counted on that as happening automatically without it having been something that you were consciously doing, whilst adding your own fragrance, your colour, your essence, and you have not taken stock of the magnificence of that colour, of your decorating of the world, of what you’ve done to this environment. Acknowledge that, and yet it’s still in the simulator! It’s still simulation. And it’s beautiful. And see that that’s who you are, that essence that’s come out and touched and helped decorate the world, touched and coloured others, is you. Look at yourself in the mirror and realise the beauty and the grandeur of your own self., and it not being limited to this form, because what you put out is way bigger than this little form . Take stock of that and allow that to open the doors, accept, receive, let those doors fly open, let the handles fly off the doors and allow that growth from the inside. Acknowledge that with in yourself. Have faith in your own knowledge.”
My client had a question at the end about what happens to people who don’t know about this, or can’t let go and allow the changes.
The response was that there is a sort of ‘Angel hospital’ for those that don’t make the leap. In other words, a space where their perceived wounds and traumas of human life are gently restored with light, til they become like new borns, ready to be born again.
Conception to a large degree is what you can imagine; a visual creation in your mind. And yet, we are barely aware of half the concepts that we carry around with us, shaping our view of reality and defining who we are. Some of our concepts are well thought out, calculated conclusions that guide us through life like signs on a road, whilst others are illusory shadows that control us like puppets whether we are conscious of it or not. New seed concepts dropped into the existing environment of your mind can change and re-order your whole perception, just as a change or improvement in the environment allows a breath of fresh air for new concepts to take root and grow.
And so it is with pro-creation
In a nutshell, the seed determines the potential of the tree. The soil the conditions it will inherit.
We are both divinely and perfectly conceived as well as humanly, conditionally conceived, two seemingly opposite ends of a spectrum living paradoxically in the same space. The divine part we can live with, it’s the other part that causes us problems!
The Masculine ~
What’s the quality of your seed? Your seed is a highly condensed version of everything you are! From your thoughts, feelings, fears and beliefs, to your physicality, your DNA and your consciousness of spirit. When you offer this to a woman to make with it what she can, are you giving her the very best of yourself, your goodness, your Godness? Are you giving it/yourself in unconditional love?
Anything short of this is literally like giving her a room full of all your unsorted mess and baggage to go into the creational pot for the making of your new child. It is passing the baton to the next generation to sort out, because for whatever reason you didn’t or couldn’t. However, bringing her your whole self, consciously aware of what you are, baggage and all, with humility and openness offering yourself, your seed, with absolute unconditional love changes everything! It’s the golden magic that cleans up any situation.
To help you be aware of what you bring to conception, or even to a co-creational relationship, (it might not be babies you’re birthing), Soul readings will reveal your hidden agendas and unconscious beliefs, desires and motivations that really are like the breezeblock in your path. The parts of you that feel secretly less than perfect, or what you are deeply ashamed of, can be enlightened and restored to a place of healthy love and acceptance for yourself. You can also let go and realise that you are safe to be vulnerable and empowered to be humble. From there you can become the master of your creation, sowing your light seed for MANifestation upon the earth. No longer being ruled by fears, you can bring your pure, worthy and Godly essence to the Goddess as a gift, and for the conscious pro-creation of your divine child.
The Feminine ~
What is the condition of your soil? Has it been well nurtured, watered, fed and loved unconditionally? Your soil is everything you are, the environment of you. It’s what you’ve soaked up from around you, how others received and treated you, your self perceptions and world perceptions, and your self worth.
Much like the environment of the Earth, in some places we are rich and fertile and in others we are impoverished and depleted of all life-giving energy. Some places are entirely striped, raped and pillaged, others are flowering with new gardens, secret forests and abundance. So how do you receive your man, into the barren, empty places or into the wild nature of you? Have you welcomed him to a sacred, sanctified space for wholly common-union, or lured him into a tempest where he’ll likely get lost and his nerve break?
Whatever feelings you hold, whether in dark caverns or open fields, conscious or subconscious, to do with men, receiving, openness, love or how you feel about yourself, this will be the water for his seeds. Your body, the earth, needs to be well aerated, full of oxygen and life-giving nutrients. Darker feelings of shame and guilt, buried like dead ancestors under the surface, will eventually re-surface and passed onto your next generation to deal with. There’s no place to hide anymore.
For a world of sustainability and an end to wars of all kinds, absolute love has to be the key foundation; the very soil that each new child is born from, within us. Soul readings can shed light in those dark, hard to reach alone places where we fear to tread. We can tackle what’s not all your mess but what you so powerfully birthed into and brought to life for this grand clean up job, laying all old ghosts of the past to rest for good. Then you can open unashamedly to your beauty and gracefully receive the un-conditional seed of love that befits a goddess, and be the world of love for the conscious pro-creation of your divine child.
And when we can meet, and both melt into that co-creational concept-free pot, leaving behind our daily husks and grind, then absolute love has a place to birth from innocence, and we both become the child divine.
* Hello Beautiful Soul! *